Without Him, I guess I wouldn't have found the strength to get back on my feet. Each time I chose to cling on to even only a thin string of hope of Yours, You showed me that You're always here, and You've heard my prayers. Each time I chose to defy the emotions and do it the hard way, You made the paths straight. Thank You, Lord. "So what I say? What can I do? But offer this heart oh God, completely to You."
Thanks to all my friends who have showered the love and concern too. I appreciated your listening ears alot as well.. (:
At the end of the rocky road, i'll always wish to see a rainbow.
feel the beat. [00:09]
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
Feeling really crappy recently... And I admit I'm beatened by all the incidents and people around me.. I'm tired. Feel like giving up. The inadequacy within me, so overwhelming.....
I'm not a good listener. I'm not a good friend. I'm not a good companion. I'm not a good dancer. I'm not a good daughter/aunt. I'm not a good Christian. I'm not a 'know-it-all' guru. I'm not someone whom ppl wanna share issues with. I'm not one with matured voice. I'm not someone who can write well. I'm not an adequate Mass Comm grad.
And so many "i'm not"s, they suddenly seem so real and true to me... Maybe...it IS real and not seemingly looks like...
I've cried too many times that my tears went dry in my eyes. Instead, i start to laugh sarcastically at myself, and my life. "The pieces don't fit in anymore"
feel the beat. [23:25]
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Sick of the antics of the mean, sick of being tolerant... My heart is jaded. And now, i just wanna plunge into dance totally, wanting to keep myself to just dance n music. Period. So sick, so sick.....
Was at having Yutaki's MTV lesson at StudioWu, and did warm up with Nobody.. And i actually fell much in love with the song and its catchy tune! Listening to it at least cheers me up a lil... The MV is very funny indeed, but in fact, i would say the girls can really dance..!
feel the beat. [13:55]
rock on
Lishan Faith God's child 13nov1987 litehouse87@hotmail.com His dancer
